I don't have a will to write anymore, lol. I am not a good writer, but I like to think someone gets something out of things I write. The past months, I have been enjoying time with my boyfriend and things have been awesome.
I still know that the end is coming. And I feel it. There is no fighting. No boredom. No chance for things to fizzle out on their own. It is up to me. Maybe this is how God intended it. For me to be a grown up and do it myself. I think it is the least I can do. Not hide behind problems that really don't exist. I need to give our relationship the respect it deserves. It needs to mean something.