As long as I can feel the pain of losing you, I still have you. As long as I can wake up crying, you are still in my life. I never want to stop hurting for you. Stop aching for you to be with me again. Even if it is just a little bit every day. If I can't have you, then at least I can have that. Each scar on my heart will be so cherished, just because it is a part of you that you left behind. I can live with the pain, but I never could take losing you completely, being numb to the thought of you. When I am old and I think of you, I want to remember the hurt, because in remembering the hurt, I remember the love.