Thinking tonight of a time without you. You are so much a part of my life, I can't imagine you not being there. I know I would miss you every day. Every second. You are my heart, my air, and living without you will be the most painful thing I have experienced. I wish you would know how much I love you. How much you have changed everything for me. "We loved with a love that was more than love." That will always be true for us. I hope you never love like this again. I am selfish. I want to always be in your heart. I want to go insane thinking of someone else having you. Sleeping next to you. Saying I love you. Having your kids.
Bah this life where you can love someone but for whatever reasons it is not the time for you to be together. If you think I will lalala to another man, you are wrong. You are it for me. And honestly, I wouldn't want it any other way. If one guy would break me, have me loving him forever and no one else can replace him, I would want it to be you. Always you. I will always be yours, I will always love you, and nothing changes this. Nothing.